all night long

wow, bug surprised me by sleeping all night last night. i put her down at 9, she was asleep by 930. i tried to wake her up at 11:15, but couldn't, so i pumped and went to bed. the next thing i knew it was 530 am. dude. i felt very refreshed, but guilty. i wasn't sure if it was a forced sleep because she was in the swing, and i wasn't sure that she didn't wake up sooner and i just didn't hear it because the nursery door was closed. ah, motherhood: feel guilty if you do, feel guilty if you don't.